Another Long ass night…. Being mommy and taking the place of daddy…. Restless nights are no fun
….makes people do some crazy shit. It’s blinds them. Keeps them lost, yet hoping to be found…. Keeps them wandering…. Moping around. Ya see I hate to love love…. But I do. I love love …. I love the way it feels. It makes me happy, even if the happiness is short lived.. I love it… Always will… But when I’m done loving love I usually wish that love loved me back.
This is all so very difficult…. I don’t know up from down….. Left from right…. Nothing makes sense anymore….. Why do people ignore what right in front of them….
Why is life such a Bitch?!
I want you do bad… I need you more then that. Everytime I work hard to get u there’s someone or sumthin holding my back…. It’s almost 6 o’clock in the morning… And i haven’t met you yet…. Please wait for me… We must meet up soon!